[for Jeff]
Apr. 25th, 2011 04:30 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Just because she hadn't really talked to Jeff since the whole going to Greendale thing didn't mean that Kate was pissed off. The way she figured it, she didn't exactly have a right to be pissed off. They weren't like, best friends or anything. She was pretty sure, as far as Jeff was concerned, she was just some kid who was friends with Britta and although Kate had thought maybe they were also getting to be friends, too, she realized she could be wrong.
After all, she'd sort of been wrong about Lynda.
Making friends her own age had never worked, but making friends with people who were already doing the whole adult thing hadn't really worked out for her either and it didn't surprise her that it wasn't working out here. That was just how stuff went. That was life. People had totally different ideas about each other and that was fine.
So he'd lied to her and that was fine, too. If it meant she hadn't been important enough to tell the truth to, then that was completely and totally fine. She didn't need to be important to everyone. She wasn't dwelling on it.
Humming under her breath and badly playing a Black Sabbath song on air guitar, Kate wandered through the Compound, mostly looking for something to do. There were days when everyone else had some kind of class or task that she found herself kind of bored. She was an adult, she could entertain herself, but at the moment, the only thing even remotely entertaining was her poor air guitar skills.
Turning a corner, singing snatches of lyrics under her breath, Kate found herself air guitaring right into someone's torso and she glanced up, the song dying off.
"Sorry," she said, finding Jeff there. She wasn't dwelling. Not at all.
After all, she'd sort of been wrong about Lynda.
Making friends her own age had never worked, but making friends with people who were already doing the whole adult thing hadn't really worked out for her either and it didn't surprise her that it wasn't working out here. That was just how stuff went. That was life. People had totally different ideas about each other and that was fine.
So he'd lied to her and that was fine, too. If it meant she hadn't been important enough to tell the truth to, then that was completely and totally fine. She didn't need to be important to everyone. She wasn't dwelling on it.
Humming under her breath and badly playing a Black Sabbath song on air guitar, Kate wandered through the Compound, mostly looking for something to do. There were days when everyone else had some kind of class or task that she found herself kind of bored. She was an adult, she could entertain herself, but at the moment, the only thing even remotely entertaining was her poor air guitar skills.
Turning a corner, singing snatches of lyrics under her breath, Kate found herself air guitaring right into someone's torso and she glanced up, the song dying off.
"Sorry," she said, finding Jeff there. She wasn't dwelling. Not at all.
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Date: 2011-04-25 11:41 pm (UTC)"I didn't realize people still air guitared," he said, a slight teasing tone to his voice. Pretending it never happened was always a decent back-up idea.
(no subject)
Date: 2011-04-26 12:17 am (UTC)She was comparing air guitar to lying and she knew it didn't make sense. If she kept going, she was just going to trip over her words and find herself looking like a complete idiot.
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Date: 2011-04-26 04:51 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2011-04-26 03:46 pm (UTC)"Yeah, fine," she agreed, turning toward the front door of the Compound. She didn't know where they were going or where he wanted to go, but he was probably right about not having the conversation in the middle of the hall.
(no subject)
Date: 2011-04-27 01:45 am (UTC)"Come on," he said, leading her toward the place he'd seen that trampoline.
(no subject)
Date: 2011-04-27 03:45 pm (UTC)"Are we going to jump it out?" she asked when she saw the trampoline, turning to Jeff to look at him, her eyebrows lifted.
(no subject)
Date: 2011-04-28 12:40 am (UTC)"I wasn't lying about not being disbarred," he said, wanting that to at least remain clear. With that being said, he also didn't lie to her, not exactly. Had she ever mentioned knowing Britta? No. He wouldn't have denied knowing her if she had. "Greendale just...never came up. It probably would have, eventually."
(no subject)
Date: 2011-04-28 02:41 am (UTC)Huffing out a breath, she shrugged. "Whatever, I know it's stupid to even care. Everyone lies all the time." That was what people did. They lied and they used each other to get what they wanted. She'd said it to Marshall before and she still believed it; everyone just wanted to take from each other.
(no subject)
Date: 2011-04-28 03:48 am (UTC)Apparently months away from Greendale hadn't shaken that strange conscience he'd somehow found himself having. It'd never used to be this hard not to care.
He let out a slow exhale. "Look, I get it, I should have told you. I guess I just wanted to be who I used to be and going around mentioning I was going to a community college wasn't going to make me sound like a great lawyer. Which I was, that wasn't a lie. You don't convince a State Bar and one of the biggest firms in Colorado for years without a lot of skill."
(no subject)
Date: 2011-04-28 03:26 pm (UTC)"I get that," she admitted, swinging her legs back and forth slowly. "I just..." She didn't know how to explain her problem with lying -- especially given how often she lied -- without sounding like a complete freakshow. "My mom is a bunch of other people, okay? So I never knew who'd be there when I got home, so I just... I like people to be who they are. It's stupid."
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Date: 2011-04-29 05:43 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2011-04-29 12:38 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2011-04-30 08:24 pm (UTC)It was a genuine apology, for what little that was worth.
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Date: 2011-05-01 03:41 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2011-05-03 12:29 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2011-05-03 01:23 am (UTC)"I mean, you didn't even know I knew Britta, right?" she asked. "So I figured it was just community college embarrassment, not Britta."
(no subject)
Date: 2011-05-04 10:39 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2011-05-05 01:57 pm (UTC)"So... we're cool, right?" she asked after a moment, looking up at Jeff. "No more lying and no more air guitaring?"
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Date: 2011-05-05 07:16 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2011-05-05 11:55 pm (UTC)