"I had a lighter, obviously," she says, then frowns, because that's not right. "Or maybe matches. I don't really remember, I was super stoned."

Since then, she's been to a few of the raves, she's even gotten drunk, but she hasn't gotten high. Smoked pot a few times, here and there, but nothing hard and she isn't sure why. It's not like she has a problem with it now or anything, but she really doesn't want a repeat of that night.

"Danny Williams, the guy who's training me? Totally found me and Jeff screaming at each other. Actually, I was probably doing most of the screaming."